Who Me?

I was looking through Ryan's baby book getting ready to update it. I turned the page and one of the pages was dedicated to mischievous things that your little one does. I thought about it and I could not think on anything that Ryan does that I would write about or have pictures of. Well I had that thought too soon. Within the hour of reading that Ryan have given me two things to write about. We were upstairs, I was picking up his room he was wondering the hall and playing in his play room. We have a baby gate at the top of the stairs so Ryan can crawl all around. Usually the bathroom door is closed. I say usually because today it was not. You know as a mom when something is not right because it is really quite. Sure enough I found Ryan in the bathroom unrolling all of the toilet paper. He has done this before, but not this bad. I walked in there and asked him what he was doing, he just looked up at me as if to say who me??? It was so cute I had to get a picture, of course. So we cleaned up the tp and went down stairs to play. He was in the kitchen and I was vacuuming the family room. When I do that I close the baby gate that goes down the 3 stairs into our living room. He was playing and I was vacuuming everything was peachy!! All of the sudden I looked up and he was standing on the baby gate. He had climbed up it and was standing holding on for dear life. He has tested the water before with this one as well, but he thought he was so funny this time. I just cannot believe that he can move so quickly. Ryan in safely in his crib taking a nap, well that is where he is suppose to be!!!

New Colors!!

If you did not notice, things look a little different on our blog. I needed a change. Hope you all like it!

My husband the lumber jack!

I beleive that secretly Rex wants to be a lumber jack. As you all know we are redoing most of our yard. Rex is so excited, he is like a child. The yard is all he talks about, thinks about and I am sure he also dreams about it. I am thankful my husband is one of those men that like to start and complete a project as soon as he can. But I do not love yard work as much as he does. He has to work tomorrow and then is on a 4 day, he is already mapping out all he can accomplish in the yard. Today among several others things he wanted to cut down this plum tree in the back yard. He started to cut and realized that he needs a new bade for the chain saw. That stopped him in his tracks. I have not heard any engines starting so I am unsure what kind of trouble he is getting into in the back yard. Here are some pictures of when he started to cut down the tree. I do have to say Rexer always keeps me laughing, that is for sure!

Ryan's 10 month pictures are ready to view. Just visit http://www.kellybphotography.com/. Click on online ordering. The password is ORCUTT. Get the tissues out they will make you cry they are so beautiful!! Thank you Aunt Kelly for always doing such an amazing job.

Just because you are not blood, it does not mean you are not family!!!

What an amazing last two days we have had. Rex and I started to plan out what we are going to do to our yard. Many people have helped us with different creative ideas on how best use the space. Last night we went out to dinner with the Rutkosky, Rutkosky and Roggenkamp families. We went to a local Mexican restaurant. Eric and Ryan sat at each end of the table. They both are clearly the kings. At one point they were kind of talking back and forth, just for a bit. It was a wonderful evening filled with laughter and good times. I love making lasting memories. At dinner we were already planning Saturday morning breakfast with Big Ryan and Kelly. They were here at the house about 9:30 and Rexer made his famous pancakes. The boys then went to work on the yard. The job turned into a little more work than they first expected so they went and got the backhoe from the Rutkosky house. Ryan then drove it 3.5 miles back to our house going less than 7 mph, what a sight to see. It took about 30 minutes. Good thing Uncle Ryan is a patient man!!!! The boys worked and worked all day. So needless to say we ate every meal together. The Roggenkamps also came over, so all the big boys were outside playing on tractors and with chainsaws. It is so much fun to have our home filled with people that we love and that love us. Just because we are not blood, Rex and I really feel that they all are our family for better or worse. We are so thankful that we have all of them. The Rutkoskys, Rutkoskys and Roggenkamps are all a huge part of our daily lives. I feel so Blessed that Ryan has so many amazing people that love him. Here are some fun pictures from our day!!!

When did my little boy become not so little???? Here are some fun pictures from the last couple of days! The sun has been out so we have enjoyed being outside. It is so nice to have a home with a back yard and a nice place for the kiddos to play. We played in the front yard and driveway for hours when Elisha was over. Ryan just crawled around chasing Elisha. Rex was busy planning all of our summer projects. We are going to redo the fence, plant several privacy trees in the back yard and put in new grass. So look out everyone we are definitely calling in favors this summer. We will be putting in over 220 feet of new fence. It will be more room for the dog, and I am excited for Ryan to run around. Speaking of that, he is becoming more and more adventurous. He is standing more by himself and more interested in taking little steps. I am sure by his birthday he will be walking. Just to let everyone know I am planning Ry's birthday on March 28. I will send out inventions. I already have all the party supplies. Of course it is firefighter theme. I could not resist.

Today was a fun day full of family and laughter, I love these kinds of days. We spent the afternoon at Brian's house. We finally got to celebrate his birthday. Julie and I made dinner. Mom and Dad are at the ocean so it was just us kids and the little kids. We had a wonderful dinner. Rex and I came home with another kiddo. Elisha is on break from school so she came to spend the night. We love having her, Ryan loves it as well. He adores her, he follows her everywhere. It is toooooo cute. The kiddos are playing in the playroom with Rexer, so I am blogging about it. I tried to get some cute pictures, but that is pretty impossible with to over tired kids. They just want to play. The first thing that Elisha did was orgnize all of the toys, she would put them one place and Rayn would move them. Elisha has quite the imagination, I love listening to her play. Right now Rexer is the mayor of a town and Elisha is the shoe maker. Ry is right in the middle chiming in every so often. Elisha is making shoes out of blocks and Rex has some kind of English-Elvis accent. Our home is filled with children laughing, I love it.

Happy Valentines Day. It is such a Hallmark holiday, but I secretly love it. As a child we always got presents. How cool is it to celebrate love, yes it is something that should be celebrated year around but to today is a little more special. Ryan was up early, I know that it is because he was so excited to wish me a Happy Valentines Day!!!!! Well that is what I am going to tell myself because it is 7 am. Well we hope that you all have a wonderful day filled with all the love and joy that one day can bring!!!!!

Fireman's Prayer

Fireman's Prayer

When I'm called to duty, God, wherever flames may rage.
Give me strength to save a life whatever be its age.
Help me to embrace a little child before it is too late
Or save an older person from the horror of that fate.
Enable me to be alert to hear the weakest shout
And quickly and efficiently to put the fire out.
I want to fill my calling and to give the best in me.
To guard my every neighbor and protect their property.
And if according to Your will I have to lose my life,
Please bless with Your protecting hand my children and my wife.

This prayer is hanging in our home along with most homes of Firefighters and in every Fire Hall. I am reminded of the prayer often. It is something that I find comfort in. I know that Rexer was made to be a firefighter and I take comfort in knowing that Jesus is with him every step of the way. Rex was home most of the afternoon, but went in for overtime about 3.30. He is working with a different shift, one that I do not trust as much as his own shift. He works a 24 on Saturday. So he will be home Sunday morning, right now Sunday seems a life time away. We celebrated Valentine's day this morning. When you are a firefighters wife or child you learn very quickly that holidays are not always celebrated on the day that the calender says. I actually just opened my card, without Rexer. I was reading it and remembering all of our previous 10 Valentines Days together. Not five minutes later Rexer called. He was so excited, he had just been on a fire nothing toooooo big but he got some good action. He and his partner where first in and did search and rescue. Well it was just a search, there was no one to rescue. As a firefighter he lives for fires and as a firefighters wife I hate them. Although I just spoke with him and he is fine, everything that could have gone wrong in that fire goes through my head. I got off the phone and cried, cried for several reasons. That is the love of my life and the father of my child what would I do without him. How could I live. For a moment I was a mess, I collected myself and put Ryan to bed. We said our prayers. At the end I always say Jesus loves you, Daddy loves you and Mommy loves you. Than I was reminded of the fireman prayer. Rex's job is a Blessing, I am able to stay home, he loves what he does and he is an amazing compassionate Firefighter Paramedic that loves Jesus. In that moment I was given peace, peace that on Sunday morning my husband will come home to us.

Cute pictures

One of our families favorite time of the day is Ryan's bath. He loves being in the water, he always has. He also seriously laughs the entire time. I get the best pictures of him in the bath. So enjoy!!!!

No look at the camera!!!

So we all know that Ryan is a pretty independent little guy, this is nothing new. But he is really testing my patients. When ever I get the camera out he will not look at me. I am not kidding, no matter what I do he will not look at me. In this picture he is looking at the dog. The funny thing is that as soon as I put the camera down he will look at me and smile. It is pretty funny but I took 49 pictures and this is the only one where his head is not turned or it is not blurry. 49 pictures for just one semi cute one, that is crazy. Thank God for digital cameras. He is getting so big, his pants are 18 months and all his shirts are 12 months. The thing is he is so long, so they are usually baggy on the sides, but the length is what I have an issue with. When I hold him or rock him he curls up on me like a froggy. His legs are tucked under him and his arm are on his chest. We are cutting back on the bottle. I feel like we get less and less snuggle time each day, so I am setting aside time to just snuggle without distractions. I know that it is more for me than him. I already miss that face to face snuggle time you get when feeding your child a bottle. I had my moms group today, Ryan cried for the first time when I dropped him off at nursery. It was totally heart breaking, but I handed him off and went and enjoyed my Mommy time.

Slobber kisses, just the way I like it!!!!

Today I was kissing Ryan, something that happens about a billion times a day. Unfortunately he already loves to push me away. Today I was getting slobber kisses, they are the best. It totally melts my heart when he lets me give him kisses. Now when we make the kissing noise he makes a noise back. It is so cute. I am not sure how he is doing it, but I love it. I need to get it on video tape. Today we had the pleasure of babysitting a good friend's baby. He is almost 4 weeks old. Ryan seems so big and independent next to the little baby. It is so funny how quickly you forget what it is like to have a newborn. Ryan was really sweet with him, so that makes me hopeful for when Ryan has a little sibling.

I love this picture of Ryan, he gives me this look a lot . I believe it is the what are you kidding me mom look. Ryan loves the remote, I actually have one in my purse so he can play with it when we are out and about running errands. I did not realize that this was weird until I was at Fred Meyer and the girl at the check out was making a huge deal about it. She kept saying how cute it is that he plays with remotes. He always likes the most inexpensive toys and the ones that I would least expect.

King or queen

This morning I woke up and our queen bed felt really small. Not only were Rex and I in bed, oh no Ryan and the dog were also in bed with us. It is so amazing that Ryan is so small, but yet takes up so much room. I am not sure when Ryan came in bed with us or when the dog jumped up on the bed, it was probably somewhere in between 4:30 and I am exhausted. Although the bed was over crowded it was so nice. I love having all of my family in the same room. One of the great debates in our home is if we should get a king bed or another queen. I usually say queen, but I think I am going to have to rethink that one. The boys all got up- even our dog is a boy, I was able to sleep for a couple more hours. I woke up to the smell of waffles. By the time I actually got out of bed the waffles were long gone and the kitchen was clean. Perfect timing, I am not a huge fan of waffles but Ryan and Rexer love them. It has become a tradition of theirs, I will sleep in and they will eat a big breakfast and play together. When Ry was a newborn Rex us to take him in the living room of our tinny house so I could sleep. He use to just watch him. Well now things look a little different. I think, no I know that this is the best part of Rex's day!

Ryan has a voice

Ryan has always been a pretty vocal kiddo, but lately I feel like he has found another set of pipes. He is getting bigger each day and so is his voice and opinions. He is starting to object when I take a toy away from him or if I tell him no. He is getting really good at throwing balls unfortunately the down side to this is that he throws everything else. I am not a huge fan of food flying at me or a ball flying at my face.

Flying Ryan and

The women in the nursery call Ryan flying Ryan because he is so active. They have called him this since we stared my moms group. That name is so true now. He is so fast. I can hardly keep up with him. Last night mom came over here to watch Ryan and when I came home she made a comment about how fast he is. He understands no no, he may not always listen but he does understand it. I am thankful for that because I at least get his attention when he is about to do something that might hurt him. He is constantly discovering new things. I figured that he would be use to the house, but I guess he just sees things form a different perspective. My favorite thing to do with him is go for walks. He looks around so much and it is fun to teach him about all the amazing things around him. We have been trying to walk everyday. It is a good outing and the fresh air does both of us some good. Rex has several classes that he is taking in the next 2 weeks, so that means when he is not on a 24 he is still at work taking classes or taking classes through another fire department.

So today we went for a wonderful walk with a good friend who just had a baby. We all were talking and she asked if Ryan has had many big falls or accidents. Rex and I both thought about it and said well a few bumps, but nothing serious. Then bath time came tonight and we now have a good story to tell. Rex was giving Ryan a bath tonight and I was down stairs enjoying sitting on the couch. I could hear my boys talking, laughing and splashing water. I was thinking how Blessed I am to have a wonderful husband who is so involved and a handsome little boy who loves his father more than anything. Than I heard Rex say, you are crazy followed by a huge crash and our son screaming. Not crying, yes screaming. I ran upstairs to see my naked little boy with a soapy mo hawk screaming in his daddy's arms. His bump already forming on his forehead. Understand I am being a bit dramatic, but it was dramatic for all three of us. Well all four of us-Bunker was there also. Ryan has been standing up in the bath tub a lot. He has already fallen several times. I guess tonight he was standing at the edge of the tub. Rex was videoing Ryan and Ryan went over the front of the tub hitting his head on the ground. Rex got the entire fall on video. Ryan is fine, I think that it just scared him, it scared me so I can imagine he would be really scared. Rex put Ryan back in the bath and we sat and watched the video. It is painful to watch, but it is hilarious. I am sure this is a video that will come out when Ryan brings his girlfriends home.

Finger prints

This morning while Ryan was napping I was getting ready to clean all the windows, mirrors and television. One of Ryan's favorite things to do is put his dirty or slobbery hands all over everything. Rex really encourages this because he thinks it is cute. So not only are there finger prints at Ryan's level, but they are at Rex's level also. Rex will hold Ryan and they will bang on the windows or mirrors together. It leaves interesting art work in each room of my home. As I was getting ready to wash my window, and honestly I was a little annoyed with the fingerprints. I stood there for a while looking at the hand prints and I realized that one day he will not be leaving fingerprints on my windows and mirrors. It was one of those moments that I believe God was telling me to slow down and appreciate Baby Ryan. Our little guy is growing up so much and each day is more and more independent. I love each new stage in his life, but I cannot help but think of when he was really little. Ry is a total joy. I am Blessed to be his mama. It just goes by so fast. I am really working on trying to enjoy every moment of Motherhood. There are good times and some hard times, but I am amazed at how much Ryan has taught me about life. While standing there staring at my dirty window I decided not to clean any of the mirrors or windows. His little fingerprints are a reminder to me to enjoy every moment!

My hot date

Last night we went to a friend's wedding, it was a blast. It was great to see some people that I have not seen in a long time. It was also fun to show off my handsome little date. Rex was smack in the middle of a shift, but I am so thankful that he was able to take a couple hours off and come to the wedding. He missed out on most of the reception, but it was wonderful to have him there for a couple of hours. My parents were also invited to the wedding, which was a big help on me with Ryan. Honestly having Ryan was like having a little Rex with me. Ryan loved the food and loved to dance, wow just like Daddy. Truly it is the funniest thing, when the music comes on Ryan starts to move!!!!